i never finish anyth..

been beezy. sometimes i don't even touch the computer.

back home late everyday due to school.

my band and I are performing at Sentosa this saturday, 4pm. Siloso Beach.

Be there, i'll spot any of you in the crowd and ask you to come to the front rather than being squished in the back in between hot girls and sweaty beach boys.

i'm THAT nice of a friend. \m/


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chill mangs!




gonna print this and put it on a card for a super close friend's birthday.
alongside a poem on friendship.
a cake without cream along that, she hates cream.

she has an illness that will put her to sleep forever at any point of time.
she needs to go for an injection every fortnight.
her heartbeats only beats at 20 per minute whereas we normal people, on average of 70 at least.

not just any injection, that super painful jab that will even make boys eat rice through a straw.

i promised to be there on her birthday, at her church.
she even made a fuss when i had forgotten her birthday. yeah yeah i is the very the forgetful.


i was skeptical as.. but i had to be there. how could i turn it down.
and.
despite me not being a Christian, all she ever asked for on that day was not presents but me on her birthday.

but fffuuuccckk. i'm performing on Saturday. i can't attend her birthday.

how else can i put it, she shaped me making me what i am today.
she even forced me to cross fingers to be on her birthday.
her friends long to meet me s
she told her friends alot about me.
so i guess i'm that nice of a friend.

'eee taufik boasting'.
who gives. go watch your mom cook.

fuck my life i have an event on saturday.

divided by I.

uploading pictures are taking ages due to the high resolutions of the dslr.

i'm tired of waiting to upload.. to resize, this that, bitch, please.

don't be lazy and compliment yourself for taking time to browse them thru my facebook la hor.




mm. one day. okay mummy?

ban my ray.

i didn't even ask for all this.
authentic Ray Ban shades with polaroid lenses ,
few hundred dollars.
ipod shuffle. aiyah, see the colour you already know it spells money lah.
a new wallet, makan drink all expenses paid for.
clothes, and alot more.
i decline to disclose the price.

been shopping like some rich son of some middle east oil trader these few days.

and lastly, a brand new Nikon D5000.







thing is, this buddy is unlike any other. i appreciate this old friend.
i grow old with him.

through thick and thin, i still regret everytime there's cold wars.

you might think 'this guy's really making use of his friend.'
come on. i deserve what he gets for me, and vice versa.
i take it as a token as appreciation, literally.

you might show your appreciation and care by showing your love, concern,
blablabla
but damn,
this friend has his own ways of making me feel so 'taufik'.

for all my life i've breathed trough,
these materials seems to be the most expensive gifts ever. period.

you know you feel good when
someone says whack stuffs 'bout you,
treat you to lunch, movie, etc whatever.
all in the name of
best friend/friend/buddy/mom/dad/grandma/grandpa/neighbour/appreciation.

it feels so wrong, every time it goes
'eh taufik, nevermind ah. you've been wanting it right,
go get it only, i pay.'
when i refuse, kena force.
when i refuse, 'don't action bedek la you. so humble for what. receive and take only lah!'
and when i refuse for e umpteenth time,

' COME ONE LAH TAUFIK! DON'T YOU PITY ME?! I CAN BARELY CLOSE MY WALLET! HELP ABIT LAH!'

CRAZY MINDSET.

even when i'm about to top up my ez-link he hurriedly cashed in for me.
WHOT.
i'm using my own money for my own expenses and he's acting like he grows money.

don't think he's buying me, no. don't think he's got no friends, no.
i am appreciated in a different way.
PERIOD.

uploading pictures taken by the new Nikon only means waiting for ages to upload.
12.3 megapixels.

i'm no patient young man.

i don't know how much more i can thank this friend.
e friendship's priceless.

i thought 'ah okay act rich go shopping time finish already.'

plans ongoing for tomorrow's viva la shop.







his 'muka tak bersalah' kinda turns me off.
tag if you think it turns you off.

the man behind it all.